I am trying hard not to but I just want to give up on this journey. I am just getting so frustrated with everything(see previous post) and I just don't know if I have the fight left to climb this Mountain!!! So many things working against me and my emotions are taking over. I know deep down I don't want to give up but part of me says why change the way everyone thinks of me. I mean I have been Lardo for 30+ yrs why change it now??????
So tonite I am at a crossroads in this journey and hope that my mind will clear and I will see the path to continue on. All I am asking is to keep me in your thoughts and hope things settle down and I find my way cuz right now I am in some pretty heavy fog and losing my way!!!